Sunday, January 28, 2018

Flux






Flux
by Timothy Reed



“hold fast the lubber line”

white knuckles clutch a heading
but no tears, sweat, or blood
could make the needle swing or sway
no willpower could define,
no third eye divine
the way back home
the way back home

on this sea, dark as sin
mad as hell
grey as doubt
waves white-frothed with pride
no sun nor moon could ever shine

Polaris lies bound and gagged
behind a curtain, blueblack
and the cross of the South
shudders under Golgotha’s weight
no titan will guide
no hero will rise

"only hold fast the lubber line"
compass speaks
with quiet tongue
and humble words
“they are not mine”
“they are not mine” 

“but give me grace to find
and emptiness to align
with the source
and the flux will guide
the way back home 
the way back home”

“hold fast the lubber line” 



Wednesday, January 24, 2018

Clinic



Clinic
by Timothy Reed


The cupboards stood in ranks
Symmetrical 
White as death-faces
Pegged eyes staring
in vacant malice

The table is flat and white
Like an unwritten book
Feigning innocence, charity 
Blank scroll stretches smooth as snow 
before a foot says “no more”

Soap, soap, soap
Scrubbing the scars, scabs
It loves raw things, open things
no warm, unsanitary memories will be left,
tolerated - all are effaced, eroded

And I smile and say something polite
Signing, smiling, signing again 
I would run, but for these wretched pink walls
Pink as cotton candy
Flat as a pressed shirt

My stomach turns
But my feet cannot
escape the white halls
the white faces
the white walls
and that pink - mocking pink
reeling me in like some hooked fish



Monday, January 22, 2018

Night Walk


Night Walk
by Timothy Reed

I
would have cleared my mind
but for that
yellow toenail in the sky

It 
wavered and wandered
still watching
while I trod and trod and trod

My
feeble heart wound down
like a clock
but I found no key to twist

look away
look away

Eye
dipped below the rim
and my mind
cleared, now free from that dull gaze

Monday, January 8, 2018

Anathema



Anathema 
by Timothy Reed

through dusty centuries
men's tongues have wagged indefatigable
trying to divine the sin by which man is
irrevocably damned

I rather think I know
the anathema:
staleness

Thursday, January 4, 2018

Hansel's Lament



Hansel's Lament
by Timothy Reed

they say sleeping is rest
well, tonight it is work
 jumping gaps from minute to minute

following sandman's 
meager breadcrumbs
through fevered forests: journey decaying

birds feast on hopes
filling their bellies with
 moon silver that was to be mine

earth spins to a halt
and heaven's bread spoils
when night drones on, overlong