Thursday, March 31, 2022
Day 15: Cathedral Fig
Monday, March 28, 2022
Day 14: Dog-Days of Summer
They say a dog returns to its vomit
and I can confirm that
in the dog days of summer,
we do too.
When the sun beats down
and the walls grow close
we grow lazy and
instinctual.
Every modern man, sophisticated,
finds himself stripped to the waist,
looking for blood to spill.
We are not good; progress
is a farce.
When we know better,
we do better -
whoever penned that lie
is covered in their own
wretched return: putrid affections.
When we know better,
we only begin to understand
our guilt.
There are times when regret
is the camouflage of pride.
Change is the thing
that matters.
As much as I would like
to put a mile, a yard, or an inch
between me and them,
I was them.
I am them.
Please forgive me.
In the dog days of summer,
we each return to our vomit.
In the dog days of summer,
we all return to the apple-bite.
Sunday, March 27, 2022
Day 13: A Simple Letter
A Simple Letter
Dear God,
Thank you for sprouting seeds
and for sprouting sons --
for sprouting relationships
in this new plot of dirt, cement.
Thank you for autumn rains
for tears that do dry
for hot water, undeserved
for every channel of grace
carved by your hand.
Thank you for the daily harvest
of the fruit-man’s smile,
of shared meals,
for the fact that you
are the vine-dresser.
Thank you for the sun
warming the pots on the patio;
for your light, gently
shining on my soul,
burning out mold and shame.
You make all things grow,
you make all things new.
Thank you for being you.
-Your son
Friday, March 25, 2022
Day 12: Lovers' Quarrel
Lovers' Quarrel
by Timothy Reed
In starry cottage robbed of balance
‘ere the dawn of firstborn day
two lovers split and promptly severed
left their home and parted way.
By the burning light she smolders
in her silent rage she bakes
cakes from gardens, blackened forests —
steals the shimmer from the lakes.
In the evening glow she softens
as her sorrow blends with care.
As she ponders past offenses,
breathing frost into the air.
He grabs his pail and gets up early
with yellow boots and whistling birds;
tries to bury seeds of sorrow
‘neath the dirt and ‘neath the words.
Things he said and left unspoken,
memories stacked in hay-bales, grey.
He spills his pail in torrents streaming,
sets a match to end of day.
Still they fight, and still they suffer
o’er our sorrow-torn landscape
bringing good and bad together
in their lovers’-quarrel wake.
We sit beneath them, sit beside them
in each dire situation
as we look on earth together
longing for their re-creation.
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The challenge today was to imagine the seasons as people and to write about how they feel. Since I've spent a good portion of time in the tropics, I tend to think of two seasons rather than four. Both seasons have things harsh and gentle about them. Consequently, since there are two seasons, I personified them as a fighting couple. They are farmers, meant to tend the earth. Now, in the excess of their sorrow and anger, they unintentionally harm the very earth of which they were given to take care. This certainly describes the seasons, but also our relationships and the natural effects and progression of grief and broken relationship.
Thursday, March 24, 2022
Day 11: Transition
Wednesday, March 23, 2022
Day 10: Sonho de Creme
Sonho de Creme
by Timothy Reed
the first thing is the sugar,
powdered and forward-facing
reminding me of the church
parking lot, waiting for my dad
to finish talking to his friends.
If only I had known then
how quickly powdered sugar dissolves.
a rich fluffy canvas
like that house on San Luis,
plain but familiar, warm.
the knowledge comes late
that it could have
just as easily been
bitter, sour, or burnt.
Finally, a sweet vanilla cream —
not oversweet. The reality of
a Crayola sunset in lieu
glass-slipper promises, false.
Something true and unspeakable
in the pleasure of that flavor
put in layaway by my 5-year-old self
to be rediscovered here
in the least-likely of places.
Desserts are more difficult
to recognize now.
Tuesday, March 22, 2022
Day 9: Equatorial Spring
Equatorial Spring
by Timothy Reed
earth has grown fat
under the tutelage of tilt
as continents lean close
for a sun-kiss and hope
springs eternal near the equator -
unbridled life breaking through.
You don't need winter
to appreciate spring
but it does help the ray
shine more sweetly,
and makes each wet
drop more benevolent.
Monday, March 21, 2022
Day 8: Kinetic (30 days of poetry challenge)
Kinetic
by Timothy Reed
years of covenant are
counted out in hours,
minutes, and seconds
each pendulum swing
starts at faithfulness,
ends at sacrifice, and
has passion at dead center
love is kinetic.
Friday, March 18, 2022
Day 7: Glen Arbor (30 days of poetry challenge)
Glen Arbor
by Timothy Reed
Landlocked in a sea of green
who would ever have known your treasure
- you had kept your secrets from us
you taught us the constant beauty that
underneath, regardless of winter's chill
you wait to be born with the kiss of spring
we strolled through your streets
young, frustrated, contented, longing
as you tried to exert your motherly care
on our wait-weighted souls
Louis Armstrong's trumpet swelled and burst
through an artisan's open garage
as clay took shape - made meaning from mud
your dot on the map there on M-22
reminds me of all buried gemstones
unseen and forgotten, but precious.
Thursday, March 17, 2022
Day 6: Maxine (30 days of poetry challenge)
Wednesday, March 16, 2022
Day 5: Key to the Delta (30 days of poetry challenge)
Key to the Delta
by Timothy Reed
A mud-stumped green
boot of cheap rubber -
my golden key to the delta;
kept the blood-suckers at bay
held fast my bone, crushed 'neath a tire.
You cracked in the black puddles
of that tundra-heath in Marshall
and let in the sog, a torrent.
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Day 4: August Flight (30 days of poetry challenge)
by Timothy Reed
wax wings 'neath molten honey
we squished along in the muck and grime
of an August breeze, malicious.
Some sweetgum and hickories
approach for a wet-smack kiss
I, suddenly anxious, dive for the underbrush.
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Day 3: Care-Keeper (30 day poetry challenge)
Care-Keeper
by Timothy Reed
A muffled cry on eggshell air
pressing down; holds fast the earth.
My empty vault of words to spare
but just two arms for what they're worth.
Two arms like time's arms, growing fat;
they jumped and spun, began to win
with my arms bound and tongue held fast
I watched you shrink with spirit thin
as winter marched in hot July
and ate you up with victor's cry
He spat you out one dark-filled night
but didn't weigh the acorn's might.
I carried that husk on in me
and only by great pains did it shrink
at last I had made some small room free
to add a new aim: a golden link.
A lily upon the time-worn grave
of my old charge, my old dear care
fully of memories strong-clinging to air.
Suddenly a new start,
new and fresh to daily learn -
my new subject, love's dark burn
and I became a better man
for every blood-drop shed, hard-changed plans
and then a third, a nursery
and all my captive fears set free.
They learned to fly and daily make
my heart a warmer home of peace
when freed from brazen fear and take
heart, that as a steward I earn my keep.
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*form roughly based on Sylvia Plath's "Family Reunion"
Tuesday, March 8, 2022
Day 2: My Frying Pan (30 day poetry challenge)
My Frying Pan
by Timothy Reed
Rather than babbling bygone tropes
being fast-held by aged convention,
I’ll just come out and say it:
Home is where my frying pan is,
the locus of daily bread.
As I cut, chop, simmer, and sauté sense
out of the daily aches and pains.
On busy days, it may as well be a symphony,
a saga, or a Sistine Chapel -
each flip of meat and veggies an ode to pointillism
as I realize that life is always a mosaic
(and home too, for that matter)
of moments, good and bad,
shared food, a table full
and you don’t have to like it all.